Kate Crash, the most entertaining thing on earth, can also be heard here.

YAY
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I got a late night call from an old love [bring, bring]
Twenty minutes later he was outside my door.. knock knock
Clean [cut black shirt and jeans lost hands wandering on me
We walked down the starless street, spoke of ol; times Ol ways, odd things
Gorgeous as he was success had sucked him cold
So he droned moaned told drink after drink life’s dice rolled
Glass of ice trembling next to his cheeks, disko ball and kids shakin’ their feet his breath reeks of my daddy his finger points somewhere behind me as his mouth gapes words flying saucers at me.
“and if you don’t like this new me then just leave!”
tears appear in our dreams at his feet
as he whispers something about how he still thinks of me.

It’s so cold in there with my hand in his hair,
knotting and releasing me,
he sits up again, straightens then wobbles a bit
“Nobody help me make it, and I’m makin it on my own,” his raspy tongue and throat
“Without a dime, without my mama, my daddy, who don’t give a damn, shh, kate, you know I’m becoming him? I came here and I’m a success a real success but it doesn’t equate to happinesskate I can’t even look in the mirror.”

He turns to stare me down with love or an answer for his troubles
His perfect body his hand on my thighs We could have been, YES! at one time, some other time, [some other me] how crystal on a string my heart was then
But that was before you snatched it and threw it in your sea, [and there it sinks in mud so deep I have no breath left to find [n’ rescue] me]
“Kate? Help me.” And I feel the darkness, the absence [your absence] as he kisses me
[“We’ll never meet again” I think of him and I know it’s true]
my mind unphased [by lust or his wounds]
And back in bed his hands rolling waves, my mind unphased Shhhh let me just imagine he’s you, oh, the way I’d kiss him, yes! like we used to
He’s on top, my clothes slide off, oops
I let him go all the way, make me, but he’s not you
The darkness allows me to forget who is who
But not the things I did with you

The next night I’m on a date with some great new face
I just don’t care, it seems like a waste “kate? Do you wanna..”
I just walk away like I do to the perfect boyfriend I’ll meet soon you see
because life isn’t the same unless it’s you and me

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