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Written by Kate Crash
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The Kate Crash Experience Lives HERE.  I think, if I could just hang on for one more day I'll figure it out
I'm so close and far from knowing what it's all about
I think "great this is the right way" then "wait is this what I really want?"
Am I selling out or just moving up? Am I losing my heart/head or which ways up?
I pull the covers over my head sometimes I just wanna give up
It's dark and warm under here but I feel like throwing up
From my claws marks skinny lies warred out whored out sexuality is self esteem Do I need another diet, pill, man, and/or more money?
The phone rings there's a million things I'm supposed to be
But which one is me?
I turn myself into a sex symbol because I don't know who else to be
I only wanted fame and beauty because I never knew what else to want
And I'm realizing now that's not what life's about
They clap and snap I give them what I thought they wanted me to be
I bow She has the body I want Let me know what I think
My words die on the butchers table I lay down on for a little love and security
Don't worry honey it's nothing a little lipstick and lie can't cover Hey look ma I'm tv
I only wanted fame and beauty because I never knew what else to want
Be careful not to reveal to much about myself or they'll know I'm a fraud
Living, a process of unlearning how you thought you were supposed to live
We're Living beyond the edge in the age beyond reason consume consume that's it?
I am my wife I abuse
I am the oppressor and truth
I am the monkey and the shoes
I am the happiness blues
I am the loved and the used
I am holy and confused
I am my government I hate
I am the girl I raped
I am what we threw up and ate
I am too soon too late
I am broken and saved
I am feminist chavaunist communist facist godless god I'm racist raceless horny tasteless virgin salesman sacrificed money hound welfared found drowned greedy needy seedy beauty see me honest liar controlled fire doped up wired straight edge tiger caged n' wild lady child dicked and dick slobbered filthy sexy power lack of soul buy me sell me take me taste me make me kate me everything and nothing don't see me I'm me I'm you I'm me I'm them I'm me I'm society I'm I'm what I fight and what I believe I'm I'm I'm
Dying to be born free is imaginary? A sales word to make me lock step with the powers of the world
I am the power of the world
I'm society
Shit
Who am i?
Everybody
Fuckin' everybody
Every body.
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